>>12640156Everyday chitchat and care for a person that becomes expected once you get close. The whole "maintenance" part of a relationship. This should by itself feel satisfying, but it never was for me. And the care you receive in exchange should be satisfying as well, but again, nothing. Personal interactions feel like a waste unless you have some tangible goal in mind.
>>12640162I wonder about that. Are you truly interested in what knowledge others hold or is it more of an excuse to show off your own? Not an attack or anything, I might even be projecting, but that's how it feels with people in general. Few things around here are genuinely interesting enough to not be better replaced by a book. It might be more attractive because it gamifies and gives you an outlet for something you'd likely never apply in real life.