>>13321283Kek. I feel you fren. Another anecdote:
I graduated from a CS degree, which is kind of a chad degree here.
In the first year we had a party for the entire department, and I was there with some friend. We were chatting to the bartender girl there, and I could visibly see she was very into me. She was from another department in the uni and she was taking French with me. We were chatting and was dropping hints left and right, even saying when she was finishing. I noticed this like 5 minutes in, so I told her I had to go and left. My friend then asked me "Bro are you stupid? you could've fucked her" and I just said "she's not my taste". Truth is showing interest in another girl being so foreign to me and not wanting to give her the impression I was into her made me do it. My friend probably thought I was some gigachad while in reality I'm such a fucking stupid mess.
I don't think I'll ever be able to utter the words "I"m a virgin" to another human being. I'm cursed. I genuinely don't know how to get out of this state.
