https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-DF1Mzy_3gThere is no cure for hyper sexuality. I spent all last night with my mind consumed with date raping Madoka and touching myself to the idea while also writing a fanfic about it. All night long. "Well you can fight it." NO, I'm sick of fighting, every night fighting fighting I'M TIRED! A MACKTAN AROO! A MUSS TA FLEVEN A MUSS DAFLIVEN! You ever listen to the audio recording of the last parliament meeting before the Nazis removed the other party-- look, the point is I can't anymore.
I hate so much. It will never ever go away, and yes I've gotten rid of all computer technology before, I don't have internet at home. And that helps but, I can't wait to just go. Next month I'm going, and I don't think I should very much return. In fact I mean not to.
I'm glad everyone has sex or is raised properly, and I think that's something to brag about honestly. "Well I didn't grow up on loli rape porn hmph" that is literally something to brag about. "I have friends and a wife and career hmph! I have lots of money. I have a family, I have this I have that." I think you should go all day on that.
I'm exhausted. And I don't want to dance anymore. I've done it before where I leave society and it's pretty good, kind of sucks as well but, so much hate in me toward all this. There's nothing in this world besides evil.
