>>19840680Because its annoying, listening to some fag whine about how she should have won is cringe to her, she is trying to move on from fishtank and the digests are the last link with maybe one more stream remaining. Not to mention people involved in athletics growing up do not linger on losses, she grew up hurling the rock for her softball teams and as a pitcher you're very much the point person for wins or losses and dwelling on them is mentally destructive beyond assessing what you did wrong. She realizes that she "leaned into the villain shit too hard" and thats it. Not that I particularly agree with her assessment, she was hardly "the villain" since she was targeted more than anyone in the show just like Letty was in S1, they just had flashy and well remembered reprisals.
