>>16566648>I rather end it nowThere is time enough for that later, brother.
Say the Shahada, go to the nearest mosque, and tell the man who will be standing at the door that you are lost - and wish to be found.
The speed of what will happen next will amaze you, and you will find what has been taken from us - a religious life and community that will not betray you.
It's basically back-woods southern baptist without the bacon.
If you read 'The Reliance of the Traveler' you would know that you can keep a lot of the trappings of your present life, here in Dar al-Harb, and have the benefits of White Sharia and being a White Muslim.
