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you have too much negativity, you live in hungary full of cute girls like this and no minorities, you have 5 years left until you are well and truly old, I mean you are already old but you can wing it for a while
my suggestion is this, throw everything to the wind, all the bullshit in your mind, any idea about some obligation you have to society or have to act a certain way, abandon it and start afresh, you have nothing to lose
get into a trade like, I don't know, chef, just copy some YT videos on cooking gourmet meals and knife skills like chopping onions and bullshit your way into a fancy restaurant, then maybe try to start your own, or maybe start your own website advertising local businesses and get passive income from ads, or move to a town with a lot of demand for work like cleaning up crime scenes, easy money, whatever
while you do this, hit up every woman you come across, be a gentleman but don't be boring, try to think about things from her perspective, if you don't have luck in hungary try another country, find christian women who still believe in trad values
do this and your life will at least be more interesting even if you don't succeed