>>20619767I have been targeted for years. They were attempting to groom me to be a mass shooter. It didnt work and now they monitor me but not nearly like they did. I look like I could be a disgruntled mass shooter but I actually recieved some quality social skills from my mom. I Have connected with hundreds of women even though I look like a school shooter. I went to rehab in 2010 and devulged some "Id" level thoughts with a counselor that I believe was connected to intelligence. Ever since then I have been monitored. Many of my friends were intelligence. Its really hard to explain because I know it sounds completely schizo. Its not, but I will never tell anyone these things because it doesnt serve any tangible purpose to try to explain any of this to any one. They will call me schizo and even worse than that report me to whoever they think should know. So I dont say anything, I just live my little life. Its been working, they have lost interest in me.