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>Ø magickians life is not an easy one, driven by constant hunger for experience and learning from different angles he or she stumbles upon various completions of personal phases resulting in another moment of emptiness, instead of fulfilled feeling. It is a personal curse of always being in a ø state, dancing a tango between the need for filling the personal ø and understanding the friendship with emptiness of being. At the end person is constantly reminded that there exists something greater than worldly experienced things. Fulfilled extremes end up in emptiness as path towards enlightenment. Relationship with ø is practiced, peace with abyss is maintained, fear of nothing in death is destroyed.
I guess i have no option then, my subconscious seeks it, facing its consequences without using it seems dumb, falling into it seems better
