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How do I lose the desire to be loved and cared for? I want to get rid of it before it compels me to throw money at an e-thot so she can pretend to care. I fucking hate myself for having this desire because I know that it drives desperate men to money at women in the hopes of getting love that doesn't fucking exist. A bunch of dumbass chemicals in my head are telling me to look for something that doesn't exist and I want to kill them and silence them so I can finally be at peace.