>>18983406You're used up and spent.
You likely have a shit tonnes of trauma in your brain. The way you behave now, your opinions, your personality, the way you look at other human beings, are all altered in twisted, artificial ways. In ways that you can no longer even perceive as being unwell, but they are.
Those people got you, without even firing a shot. Insidious, they made you believe it was you, making the choice to ruin, all on your own.
They think they are karma debt free, if only they can get you to choose to do it. To ask for it. To demand it. To cooom for it. Was it worth it? Who are you now, after seeing all that debauchery? Who were you before? Can you ever go back?