>>20127372I nearly drowned as a kid and now i have a mental disability so women are filtering me like a full tard. Nowdays i'm most just trying to shut my brain off with alcohol to silence the bad thoughs. Like, i did this to myself. I could have been a normie and all that but noo, i had to go for a swim and fuck my entire life forever. Girlfreinds - gobe. Job - gone. Growing up i never wanted for anything more than a wife and kids. I didn't want a big home or a high ranking job. A family is all i ever wanted, all i want still. I am 24 y/o dateless KHHV so it's pretty much over at this point for me because women my age expect you to be a great kisser, to be good in bed, to read their signs, etc and i'm stuck in middle school like i have NEVER kissed a woman, let alone know how to kiss one. There is literally no hope for me, bros.
