>>16406631i want to be strong and have accomplishments for the first time in my life, but idk if i can do it or if i'll feel any different on the inside after i accomplish my goals, if i accomplish them fuck sake, just don't want to look back and say "i wish i did that or kept doing that when i was younger" when i'm 40 something, which is why i might continue walking the path i'm on for a little longer, even tho i strongly dislike the community and the people i compete with, except the ones i train with or train me of course, i could never dislike them
