>>94650342 things to consider:
-Do you plan or imagine things and then feel accomplishment in their idea or attainability rather than their completion?
-Do you have any chemicals in your body to self-medicate without a 36-hour per week cooloff
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-Do you understand that entropy is disorder over time and this is a feature of life? Do you know your purpose is to take that chaos and bring forth order for the good of you, your loved ones, and everything you hold dear?
-Do you feel like a hypocritical failure sometimes?
Welcome to the human race. The eternal struggle is to close the gap between intention and action. This is the same gap as potential/actual. Everything else will sort itself out if you get that right.
I'm pretty much failing by the standards. Good luck, Anon