>>786432>I'm not perfect so I should dieTake extreme measures in trying to get some fun out of your life before you kill yourself.
I have backup plans incase I become suicidal.
>heavy doses of psychedelics daily for a week to contemplate life seriously>nature preservation or humanitarian groups in some jungles take helping hands and might even pay flights to there>join Military and kill shitskins (your skin shouldn't be a problem)>skydive>move to Somalia and become a local white deformed villain>work full time for a year or two on minimum expenses while investing in ETF, then spend all savings to move to Thailand, buy a boat and start a business in boat trips for touristsYou might find more than one reason to live with a goal.