>>10048838Reality is merely the perception of the individual in what they believe to be real. If you believe something is real much like how young children believe various holiday figures are real you will never know until you change your perception. Even then your reality is only as real as it is to you since no one else will truly be able to see your reality. Therefore nothing is fact and everything is only as real or true as you're willing to believe. For instance you and others believe for some reason I to be a reliable source of advice for reflection where in reality I'm no more reliable than you are or anyone else. My willingness to articulate and conversate on matters of obscure conclusions has in some capacity contributed towards my alleged credibility to discuss such matters.
>I'm barely over 20.Age does not determine your mental acuity or give worth to your experiences nor does it give credibility of your wisdom. We can both attest that you can be old yet still very inexperienced or of little worthy experiences. Many can become old and never pontificate a compelling argument of abstract thought. It's not up to time to determine how deep your waters run. You are the determining factor of how much worth your experiences have. Did you learn from the mistakes? Do you still see them as mistakes? What did you learn? How can you apply it?
All questions you can ask yourself to come to the conclusion that every experience is worthwhile as it was a lesson learned that nobody else has had to learn in the method you did. You gain your own wisdom, your own worthwhile experiences and build your own perception on the worthiness of your own existence.
You say you have nothing to be proud of, nothing you would call strengths and nothing to give yourself worth but it couldn't be further from the truth. You have created all these things in your life but you haven't yet acknowledged them.
You won't acknowledge the reality of your worth until your perception changes.
