>>10677748oh wow
I really did miss some contextual stuff
>>10677933solution: mineral water
>>10678007did you try 3+ day fast?
I'm not lyibg aftrr the 4th day the hunger mostly subsides
but then again no cheating allowed, I found even the tiniest candybar offsets the balance, only thing I drank was black coffee, mineral water and chicken stock (extra salty); and like minor exercise once or twice a day
>whybecause the stress doesn't go away, I just thought it did but I forgot that benzos tend to reduce libido overall
then again different people different antics, not everybody's got it same in the head
>>10678017currently the gains aren't a priority
>oh trust me they did, but aside from these threadssorry? SORRY? NIGGER I'M SORRY I was even born, last time I felt sincere atraction to anybody was at age 15, that was the last time I genuinely wanted to have sex with somebody and the rest was just adolescent horniness
exactly, hence why I chose contrnt
oh I've seen some shit alright
like how I keep apologising for nonesense for just being myself
for giving arseholes like my relatives even an inch of my finger given how they keep taking my entire arm
how I keep trying to offend people despite there being nothing to be offended for, and if they feel bad for finding themselves in what I'm criticising so fucking what? they can change or they can keep their way of life, nobody even bothers to do the same for me
I'm sick and tired of LARPing like jesus when I'm not even willing to whip the shit out of sinners from my temple
