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>be me, 18
>knew this one girl in my class
>artsy, not clingy, likeable, pretty
>crush material
>school was close to ending
>thought I'd shoot my shot and see what'll happen
>rejected
>eh, whatever
>fast forward a few months
>school ends, we never see each other again
>she goes to local uni, I go to g*rmany
>still subbed to each other on fucking instagram
>some feels still remain cause no gf yet
>start dabbling in poetry to let go of them
>fast forward to today
>close to finishing the poem I started during corona
>no gf yet as I've no idea where I want to settle down
>all feelings for her are gone at this point
>still want to finish it out of principle
>check her insta
>approx. 10 stories in a day
>dabbles in esoteric shit and buddhism
>self-absorbed
>wears clothes too expensive for her family
>casually brags about spending $9000 this month
>already had 2 rich exes in a year
>probably has a sugar daddy
>that or an onlyfans
>she's literally become a different person
>now she's just somebody that I used to know
>close the page
>realize how much G-d has actually helped me
>thanks poetry for prepping me for disappointment
>dodged my own bullet anons
