>>6939272I fantasize about having a loving wife who was a virgin when I married her, five kids, and a dog on a big piece of land that I can farm and do whatever I want on. I imagine all my neighbors hold the same values of honor and justice that I do, my kids go to the local school and learn about the glorious history of their ancestors so they can also be instilled with these values and be inspired to greatness. I imagine the the purpose of the nation I live in is to secure a future for my descendants for our posterity and our collective action as a nation makes us a sovereign entity on the world stage capable of defending our borders and interests and pursuing great works such as landing men on other celestial bodies. The reality? Well the first bit may actually work out thank God but the rest is more like living in hell where the nation is actively trying to exterminate my kind slowly and there is the ever looming threat of a hyper violent civil war the likes of which the world has never seen. And what's scary is war is the preferable option.