>>2031860The thought that I'm not good enough to be at the top in my field of studies.
The fact that I probably won't be able to pay school, much less rent, this semester.
The fact that I've felt alone all my life and still do and have to bottle up all my feelings. I genuinely don't know if I feel anymore. Not in the sense that I'm numb and edgy, more like my mindjust ignores shit and doesn't care.
The fact that I just want a girl to accept me for who I am without thinking I'm some weird social outcast.
The fact that I've let myself go and I'm a shell of my former self.
Life's taken it's toll ok me and I'm only 20... I can't imagine what's to come
