>>5110506>but it's pretty isolated from the rest of my townFrisland?
If you do hang yourself please do some research first. Work out the correct length of rope you need based on your height/weight and work out the dropping point so you die quickly instead of slowly. If you can somehow find a job and move out with your savings, that may improve your life but I know it's hard to do such a thing these days with or without schooling. I wish you the best anon.