>>18021524everything sucks too.
I hate my job, my life, the people around me. I suffer from tremors and anxiety. after the last episode, I fell into a depressed state again ... on the one hand, I am glad that Loona now has friends, but on the other hand ... I will never be there. even if I forget everything and transfer to that universe in my guise... then in body and mind I will remain a pitiful loser who will fall into the very first period of the "cleansing".
I also catch myself thinking that I am just a hypocrite who cares only about him, i.e. my feelings and desires. and I don't deserve anything. So it goes. right now 23 pm and I have to go to bed to get up early. looks like I'm already in hell... of my bad decisions.
