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>severe depression
>social anxiety
>no self esteem
I just stopped caring about friends and girls. I'm free, but at what cost? For me, friends are an obstuction to being myself. I always have to change who I am when around other people, make them happy, make them like me, it's tiresonme. Sometimes I miss this feeling of love and romance, but then I remember that it never lasts, that this feeling of fresh love maybe lasts for a few months and than monotony sets in, and you see your gf/wife as the same as you would see your mother or sister, there is no spark anymore, there is no youthful love anymore, just accepting each other and living with each other.
Reality is cruel and some may argue even evil. But our mids like to play games and create a scenario of romance and love in our heads which never is reality.
