>>20387550Back in March I was up late in bed one night just thinking about everything and on a whim I texted jet to back out. I had a lot of reasons. Just a few off the top of my head:
1. Sick of the harassment (it's fish tank, I know it's a given but after months it wore thin, especially when I'm not getting anything out of it)
2. Sick of being reduced to "Jon 2"
3. Lost 800 followers on ig after I made a joke post denying my aspergers, ledditors ripped me apart over it (I know this is like 1/10 of the stuff that betty goes through but I still got the idea at the time that I was hated way more than liked.) Now I'm just forgotten mostly. Fine by me.
4. I got near blackout drunk a few months back and stupidly went on a tirade on instagram where I posted paragraphs about how I'm not as rich as I portrayed on the show and ledditors ripped me apart again. Also the rant doesn't even make total sense and I lied about certain things too. It's all fucked. Anyway, I cite this as a reason to not go on 2.5 because I was so ashamed about it the next morning I woke up.
4. I'm not friends with the fish tank/mde crew. As far as I know, no one else from s2 is either but they clearly have their favorites. I didn't want to show up to 2.5 all happy go lucky and ready to be entertaining when all of those people would tolerate me at best and hate me at worst.
5. I don't jive with most of the other contestants and 2.5 is all about teamwork. Much like fatty's one joke is being fat, I feel like my only joke is talking shit. I didn't start out S2 like that but it's where I am now if I were to go back
6. I started working more and we had a guy quit recently and I alone took over all of his duties
7. Alcoholism (I've gained a little weight and look bad)
8. I don't have much to gain from an appearance on 2.5. It's not like it would lead to anything greater for me or anything positive, probably just lead to another fight between me and everyone else again
+ a few other reasons (can't remember
