>>10016815You're still missing it.
Also, by your "being on disability" statement its clear that you tie the value of human life and spirit to a very narrow economic measure.
When you view human life and our existence on earth so narrowly as to "value and meaning of life = what your hourly wage is" then it will be hard to ever appreciate the world and beauty around you.
When you do love the world around you your life will be more complete.
Terry loved the world around him.