So this morning I had a dream where I murdered a few monkeys for their skulls and it escalated to some people (maybe some babies and children, not so certain), I would use them for secret satanic rituals so I could attain the forbidden power of dark magic. It was during the last ritual that I realised what I was doing and I felt extreme guilt over it, trying to gain some redemption I prayed to God instead of Satan during the ritual - but I was praying to God to accept my sacrifice and gift me the power of dark magic.

So, I ask the fine /bant/oids, when am I going to just about finally crack and go on a horrific Freudian satanic rampage?