>>10031885Despising yourself will only lead to more torment. You must embrace yourself as an individual with flaws, strengths and weaknesses. Life may not be ideal but one day you will understand why it was all meant to happen. We shape our reasoning on experience. The more experiences you have the more opportunity you have to shape yourself into what you want to be.
>Why was i even born?Well when a mommy and daddy or sometimes her best friend Chad get really horny they fuck and the man busts a fat load into her dripping pussy. 9 months later a baby comes out to contemplate just like their parents before them why they exist however unlike its parents it can't use sex and drugs to cope like they were for its creation.
>>10031895These are your desires manifest before you. It is up to only you to figure out the order to which you chase your desires and how far you're willing to go. Everyone will have to give something for what they want whether it be time, money or flesh. There's no way out of it but you can determine for yourself which of your desires are worth the most.
