>be me
>have fucked up mental health
>not much money
>i stopped feeling happiness, joy and enjoyment
>can't even cry anymore
>wake up at 5 am, drink coffee
>don't eat anything until 1 pm
>waste the whole day lying in the bed, browsing the Internet and daydreaming
>drink beer at 8 pm
>drink Monster drink at 10 pm
>the entire day I'm in the dark, the only light I see is made by my mobile, computer and fridge
>try to fall sleep at 4 am while thinking about death
