>>10059481To keep lurking was worth it, i see.
Thank you for sharing what you desire.
The desire for true deep companionship, probably the most common amongst humans.
Yet the one none will ever reach.
OP is intelligent enough to dissect Morality and unfold people's desires keeping up with the principle of relativity according to individual perception in this world.
As much as Nietzsche or Marx, your ideals are spectacular, but you're dealing with humans, OP.
The task to forfill this idea or desire is a Herculean task, no it's utopian, so I fear for you.
I think of it like driving on a dangerous mountain road. At some point your concentration will fade, because keeping this level of dedication will become tiring, thus the car falls of the cliff.
I'm saddened by your desire being not just a painful one but highly likely to be impossible to fulfill. The human character is not made for such desires, since time and experience warp its appearance every time even more so.
But so are you OP. What you consider to be a framework of a person, the ability to love with no eyes, to feel with no hands, to forgive with no conscious - it is constantly changed by your mind. By time and experiences you have gathered so far (your vanished Master e.g.). So in order to achieve your desire, you require someone that can mirror not only your desire but also develope the same way along the way until they become a true United soul. This is the stuff great romantic stories are made off.
Youre truly trapped by the Tragedy of Humanity.
Our thoughts can reach the stars, but our bodies will always remain on earth.
I wish you the best of luck to reach this utopia anyhow, we all deserve to be happy
