Hello /bant/,
this is my husband. I know some people won't understand but I fell in love with him. Everytime I am sad I look at pictures of him and I can hear his voice in my head. "Everything is going to be daijoubu".
When I think of him I get this feeling in my heart, this warmth. No 3D woman could ever let me feel like this. Every night I look up to the night sky, and wish that he could be next to me, so I could stop hugging my dakimakura of him and instead hold him tight in my bed. Give him the affection he deserves so much. In the morning I would already be up and cooking breakfast for him. After a few good years we would get engaged and have two or three kids. Sure, we would have lots of work, and I would work maybe 2 jobs to give him the luxuary he deserves but I would do so smiling, knowing I would make him happy. Then when our children finally all moved out, we would take some time off and see the world. Paris, Venice, Naples, New York, Sydney, Jerusalem, Hong Kong and so on. I already see us at old age in our garden, drinking coffee while looking at the sunset. Who knows, maybe even Espresso.