>>10082200>>10082193I don't want to over now because i know that i will go to Hell. I need to be at peace with God first. My life is shit right now because i am stagnate, i can't have a job or fullfil my dreams. I like a girl but probably she would not want to be my gf, even if she did want to i would need a job and a house to live with her. Her dad beats the shit out of her, i don't wanna see her suffering anymore