>>1017150>Have you come to terms yet?>>>More or less. David Bowie's death woke me up. Looking at my life in terms of things grinding to a halt, not wanting to leave clutter or loose ends for my kids. I want to get the house paid off. I wish I'd had kids when I was younger.
Will I outlive my cats? Who will take care of my cats?
So... no more expansion, no more new things. I just want to get things cleaned up so I can die and not leave a mess for my kids to deal with. Pay off the house, pay off the car, et cetera.
Then I laugh at myself thinking/knowing that if I was told my a doctor that I had x amount of time to live, I'd be cooking and filling our chest freezer with all kinds of food for my kids, things like that. Paying bills as far into the future as possible.
"From all that he loves, man must part."
