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It's that thought of... just being over. Gone. No longer experiencing.. good, bad, anything... My heart starts to race, I get cold sweats, my stomach drops, my chest feels like it is sinking into itself, and feels like panic setting in. I have to force myself to go do something just to make it stop. What's the point of it all /pol/? Shouldn't I just focus on making my family and myself happy if it's all pointless anyway? Why should I harbor hate for other races even? It feels like my mind is forcing me to believe in god otherwise I'd probably go insane.
