>>10238447but how do
how do i leave my small town if im on probation for being black? and god traps me here. god traps me here its all gods fault and im black
>live in rural area >on probation for being black >no stores >no amusement parks >no concerts >people are too poor to travel >just sad pick up truck driving retards everywhere >coldest winters in the world >nothing to do >no concerts >no malls >no places to buy things >no hobbies >no people to do things with >house is 300 years old >parents are Poor >parents room fucking stinks like mildew like fucking crazy entire house is destroyed >dont upgrade it at all >windows are covered in old chipping lead paint >house is leaking all over it rains >live in cold as fuck constant rainy and windy climate >house is shit >full of lead and mold >health is failing >eyes are black >always look tired >narcolepsy >cant function >cant do anything >always look like i have cancer >nothing to do around at all >literally nothing >20-40 miles away from small villages with nothing in them >7 hours away from a major city thats impossible to visit because of village poverty >no one around in my town at all >the only people I know are angry scizophrenic lunatics >my town is literally 2 roads and a couple houses >nothing to do at all and its cold 7-9 months out of the year >too cold to outside snowing and windy as fuck half the time >not one girl around >house is freezing cold >cant even leave room I keep seeing white people in nice looking suburban homes. I FUCKING HATE GOD