>>10253144Because you conditioned yourself to be. Why? Who cares? Some kind of weakness most likely. You should probably work on it so you don't have the same problem again, but the important thing is that it was a choice you made to condition yourself to be a certain way. If you want to be that way, then continue to be. You must want to be, because you did it to yourself, right? Or if you don't want to be, then don't. Condition yourself not to be that way. It takes time and discipline, but people usually say 2 weeks is enough to get yourself into any sort of routine at all. So if you don't want to be a coomer, do nofap for 2 weeks and make it part of your routine to not coom.
No one has any help for you. Anon can't help you. Your friends can't help you. God can't even help you here. This is a matter of free will, and learning to control yourself, and something that can only come from within.
Good luck, anon.
