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Quoted By: >>10270766 >>10270892 >>10270896
Going to confess about something retarded i used to do.
>Be me 11
>Used to regularly read scary stories about demons and similiar stuff
>About a while i became deathly afraid of the dark, didnt dare to sleep without any lights
>After a year with this constant fear i started hatching a plan
>Started sorting all electronic equiments into 1 box.
>Had fantasies that they spoke to eachother and had a community.
>Even named the remote, the controller, the mouse etc. Spoke to them aswell.
>Unironically even took exposed wires and connected them to make them "pregnant".
>Plan was that they would protect me because of my kindess from the demons hiding in the dark
>I never dropped any electronics, spoke kindly to them and handled them with care
>Imagined voices in my head aswell from the electronics.
>Every time i heard any sounds from a dark room i spoke inside my head to them, like preparing them for a battle
>After a while i recognised my autism and broke up with them.
>Started crying and had nightmares about them dying and saying that i backstabbed them
>Moved on after a year but i still think about them time to time.
Hope you all wont laugh about this. Had to prep myself mentally before posting this
>Be me 11
>Used to regularly read scary stories about demons and similiar stuff
>About a while i became deathly afraid of the dark, didnt dare to sleep without any lights
>After a year with this constant fear i started hatching a plan
>Started sorting all electronic equiments into 1 box.
>Had fantasies that they spoke to eachother and had a community.
>Even named the remote, the controller, the mouse etc. Spoke to them aswell.
>Unironically even took exposed wires and connected them to make them "pregnant".
>Plan was that they would protect me because of my kindess from the demons hiding in the dark
>I never dropped any electronics, spoke kindly to them and handled them with care
>Imagined voices in my head aswell from the electronics.
>Every time i heard any sounds from a dark room i spoke inside my head to them, like preparing them for a battle
>After a while i recognised my autism and broke up with them.
>Started crying and had nightmares about them dying and saying that i backstabbed them
>Moved on after a year but i still think about them time to time.
Hope you all wont laugh about this. Had to prep myself mentally before posting this
