>>10314772they are only present in late october and early november in my forest, literally only for likr 3 to 5 weeks and then it's gone
the gemms are usually from march to july if theres enough rain
>poisonousyeah, wink wink, that's what they want you to think
well okay raw they technicaly are but they get decarboxylated when cooked or fried, just like weed
they are psychoactive though yellow ones are a lot less potent but excellent for building tolerance in preparation for panther caps
and like I ate all three types so I can attest their nonlethality
>>10314785could be, probably won't but could be
180 in croatia
>wrong is a harsh wordbut does that really make the difference? okay, no point in pretending I forgot about that
>no it doesn'tppfffff like the longest I ever lasted was 67 days and I pretty much had to meditate to prevent cumming in seconds every time I saw a tit accidentally
I don't even think it has to do with developement
>visionswell I did call them tendencies but really those aren't tendencies and what did appear as genuine tendency was pain negotiation
every couple of days of sobriety it all comes back, the clear visual scenes of me slicing my neck open, mutilating my body in various ways- from self decapitation to limb amputation and release of andominal organs into the outside worl- hanging myself, overdosing on something or other, eating A. phalloides, injecting potassium chloride, takking my right eye out, performing treppanation on myself and just sticking whatever into my cranial cavity, setting myself on fire, jumping from the top of the building, throwing myself in front of a train etc etc
it's just visual thing that doesn't seem to go away as long as I'm sober, if I breakthrough on pot I can last up to 7 days before it starts again and last time I was sober for a month (couple weeks before corona lockdown) it got pretty bad before I relapsed
