>2020
>Hasn't converted to Gnosticism

Were you bullied by Catholics, diddled by a priest, or perhaps both?

>b-but I want to believe in the demonic God of the OT...

And? Is life a demonic worshipping contest?

>it's blasphemous for your soul!!!

It's not, as long as you're not deceived by the demiurge and his simulation

>It's not approved by organized religions!!

Who forces you to listen to these liars you fucking peat-gavel?