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>be me, 16, quite average teenager
>just beginning high school
>there's this one girl in my class, 8/10, brown hairs green eyes
>i know her for few days but i know i love her
>she likes me, we talk from time to time
>end of the year, our class goes on a trip for the weekend
>i'm confronted with reality she's been dating my good friend for a time now
>he's a good guy unless it comes to girls. If he spots a girl he changes into some kind of gigachad who's not giving a fuck about anything
>be completely depressed, try to forget about her
>end of summer closer and closer
>there's a rumor they broke up
>september, new school year begins
>wtf they actually broke up
>that's my chance
>try to befriend her, come as close as possible
>after a month her behavior towards me has changed
>omg i did it
>we're spending much time together, never been happier in my entire life but i'm still too afraid to kiss her or do anything, never been in relationship
>spend christmas and new year together
>be addicted to masturbation but never think about her during fap, she's the purest angel
>swear to God to stop masturbating if this love can last forever
>over 2 weeks in nofap until i lost
>dat feel when few days later she starts distancing me
>one day decide to call to her, ask why she's been so cold lately
>'oh anon, it's good you're calling, we have to talk'
>omfg
>she said we have to end this
>crying wojak.png
>don't go to school for few days, suicide thoughts
>deal with all of it, go back to school
>have to see her everyday, shit happens
>month later she's with my friend again
>life goes on
>the broke up again
>she found another one. And another one.
>soon will be seven years since I met her
>I no longer love her, but sometimes miss her or rather the happy moments with her
>still not sure if it was my own fault it didn't work out, or was it really the God who stopped it
mfw i realised this story had so huge impact on me I still haven't found a girlfriend and i'm afraid of them
>just beginning high school
>there's this one girl in my class, 8/10, brown hairs green eyes
>i know her for few days but i know i love her
>she likes me, we talk from time to time
>end of the year, our class goes on a trip for the weekend
>i'm confronted with reality she's been dating my good friend for a time now
>he's a good guy unless it comes to girls. If he spots a girl he changes into some kind of gigachad who's not giving a fuck about anything
>be completely depressed, try to forget about her
>end of summer closer and closer
>there's a rumor they broke up
>september, new school year begins
>wtf they actually broke up
>that's my chance
>try to befriend her, come as close as possible
>after a month her behavior towards me has changed
>omg i did it
>we're spending much time together, never been happier in my entire life but i'm still too afraid to kiss her or do anything, never been in relationship
>spend christmas and new year together
>be addicted to masturbation but never think about her during fap, she's the purest angel
>swear to God to stop masturbating if this love can last forever
>over 2 weeks in nofap until i lost
>dat feel when few days later she starts distancing me
>one day decide to call to her, ask why she's been so cold lately
>'oh anon, it's good you're calling, we have to talk'
>omfg
>she said we have to end this
>crying wojak.png
>don't go to school for few days, suicide thoughts
>deal with all of it, go back to school
>have to see her everyday, shit happens
>month later she's with my friend again
>life goes on
>the broke up again
>she found another one. And another one.
>soon will be seven years since I met her
>I no longer love her, but sometimes miss her or rather the happy moments with her
>still not sure if it was my own fault it didn't work out, or was it really the God who stopped it
mfw i realised this story had so huge impact on me I still haven't found a girlfriend and i'm afraid of them
