>>10394593ah that is where we differ but that is ok, I always feel left behind because of my condition and poor upbringing that messed my head more and I have to put in so much effort to fix it all, and I dont care for a "higher" purpose, I will die and that will be it so Im going to make the most of my short time and take everything life gives me, of course I work though to substain myself and to feel useful but thats about it
