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Anonymous ID:nyXIP/nL Fri 29 May 2020 05:18:41 No.10414764 View View Reply Original Report

tired but i cant sleep, want a friend but im antisocial, feel like puking but i cant, want to scream but i dont want to bother my neighbors, made a thread but had nothing worth saying... basically 'woe is me' pity party bullshit that makes me want to puke even more this is a cry for help lole i failed life

orca

orca ID:nTrisYrQ Fri 29 May 2020 05:21:09 No.10414776 Report

Quoted By: >>10414797

>cry for help
no youre not there yet you wouldnt be sane enough to be posting thats for sure lolololol

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:nyXIP/nL Fri 29 May 2020 05:37:18 No.10414797 Report

Quoted By: >>10414828

>>10414776
i just puked and i pretended i was doing it on your face and now i feel a bit better now, thank you

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:IhNm/QCB Fri 29 May 2020 05:41:59 No.10414811 Report

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>>10414764
Ok

Normie

Normie ID:DGI43kp3 Fri 29 May 2020 05:45:20 No.10414819 Report

Quoted By: >>10415979

Why would you say you've failed at life?
Life isn't a destination or a competition. It can't be won or lost. Even death itself is merely another event in the timeline.

orca

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orca ID:9bj5snSf Fri 29 May 2020 05:55:45 No.10414828 Report

Quoted By: >>10414929 >>10415979

>>10414797
yes hate its good for you keep doing it its gonna help 100% trust me on this dont not under any circumstances try to understand why, just keep ruining everything
dont try to fix things little by little either no just stay sad at the thought of even starting time is gonna pass by anyways so dont bother, why be better in a few months when you can be the exact same youre doing great

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Xwz0NuV/ Fri 29 May 2020 06:54:54 No.10414929 Report

Quoted By: >>10415301

>>10414828
The b word.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:UICTYEqF Fri 29 May 2020 08:11:36 No.10415301 Report

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>>10414929
brown-noser

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:nyXIP/nL Fri 29 May 2020 12:24:11 No.10415979 Report

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>>10414819
Because pretty much everything in my life is fucked. I have no family, no friends (because I panic just from talking to anyone), I dropped out of high school because I came down with an autoimmune disease called bechets which ravaged my poor friggin testicles (they're so scarred they're looking like Freddy Kruger) along with my lungs/heart/knees/feet/wrists. I have permanent damage in my knee from being abused, and I've been enduring constant pain from multiple areas since I was 14 and it feels like my brain has deteriorated as a result. I'm also a god damn drug addict and I've never had any guidance in my life so I feel lost pretty much all the time. I also think I've developed mental issues because I start melting down whenever I have to do stuff in public. I don't even know why I keep going besides being afraid of death, I know I'll have to live the rest of my life in constant pain.

>>10414828
Hate was not part of the equation, you actually helped me puke, thank you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:O7eFA2ip Fri 29 May 2020 12:35:27 No.10416019 Report

Quoted By: >>10416215

>>10414764
>want a friend but im antisocial
me lol

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:nyXIP/nL Fri 29 May 2020 12:56:41 No.10416215 Report

Quoted By: >>10416304

>>10416019
It really sucks doesn't it? Made me ruin my only loving relationship too. I want to have a friend to play games with and watch anime with and talk about stupid shit... But I always get tired and end up disappearing for long periods. It doesn't help that I've spent my whole life as a mute basically so being completely alone is my comfort zone even though I don't want to be alone.

How does it work for you? Do you also get tired and disappear or...?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:O7eFA2ip Fri 29 May 2020 13:32:17 No.10416304 Report

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>>10416215
well generally I tend to avoid social interaction because it makes me feel bad about myself.
when I get too close to someone I do sometimes disappear, but I think it's because being around someone who cares about me increases the chance of me disappointing them. if you don't have any relationships, none of them can go wrong
for example, I lost all my high school friends because I started avoiding them. I was too embarrassed to let them see what my life became after I graduated

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:3mw5PpCk Fri 29 May 2020 13:40:25 No.10416334 Report

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Sounds pretty terrible, my condolences

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