> it hurts me deeply that other people have live, fun and social interaction
> whilst I had non and always lived my life like a recluse

I hope the World Wide Lockdown will become permenant.
> 24 degrees (75 fahrenheit)
> Sunshine
and people are dressing like it's the middle of summer.

WE ARE IN LOCKDOWN!
> go home
> stay indoors
> be misserable like me
> do not have fun

Why are people outside?!?
Why are people enjoying the sun?!?
Why are people drinking wine?!?
Why are people enjoying themselves?!?
Why are people having lives?!?
Why do I see young people have fun?!?

I was never allowed outside, my parents always kept me locked down.
Therefore why should other people be allowed outside and having fun.
The Corona virus has been a godsend, I hope the lock down meassures become permenant!

After highschool I had myself locked up in an housing unit for mentally disabled people.
I have my own bathroom, livingroom, bedroom and kitchen.
There is also a common room where we have to eat one meal together.
The rest of the day I sit in my room behind my computer doing nothing.
Nothing brings me joy. I hate seeing other people have lives.