Most of the zapping seems to have gone from my penis but the wriggler in the urethra is going off very much and I can still feel the lumps of three or four implants all down the shaft. I was anally electrocuted yesterday in the home of someone who thinks, I guess, that I might see the log file of him electroshocking my asshole and then also still find the Lord's mercy. It might not have been him doing it, it does go off all the time, and it was only suspicious but not conclusive that I was was sitting next to him and making eye contact with him when the electroshock device implanted in my asshole went off. Even if it wasn't him, I think there is very little hope that he will repent do the sufficient act of contrition, and that he will regret not repenting and doing the sufficient act of contrition at some time after it is too late for that.

>wriggler implant
>in my penis
>right in the head/upper shaft area
>wriggling
>sexual torture
>rape
>unforgivable