>>10459716Welcome to the club. I even decided that I'd get my life on track, got a job, lost 10kg weight and I have longtime friends.
A shitty childhood has left me entirely devoid of any positive feelings. My work life is an endless torrent of failures, my weight will return to me and I feel nothing towards my friends. One of them is even openly planning suicide, trying to steal my throne of failed attempts (or truly surprising all involved) :DD