>>10484714You could ask around and see if there is a place near you that has a kit you can practice on? Lots of churches have kits, not sure if they would let you practice though. Or you could just buy some sticks and one drum and play rhythms on that. You could find tutorials online for free pretty easily.
I’m the lankiest most uncoordinated retard ever but recently I started Muay Thai training and it’s been going really well! Try something new anon, you only regret the things you don’t do. But give it time, and remember technique matters more than power or speed