I got my ass beat up badly last week by my sister who's 1 year younger than me, shes 19. I'm feeling terribly emasculated. I was taken to ER for stitches. She gave me a broken nose, black eyes, a bleeding swollen face, broken front teeth and dislocated arm. Fortunately my parnets think I fell off the stairs.
Shes a world junior kickboxing champion and training for a future MMA career, and shes naturally very agile, strong and tough since shes training since so many years but I wasnt expecting this ferocity from her. I was caught by her smelling her panties, I do that often when she changes her clothes and drops her undies into the laundry bag, I have a secret sexual craving for her and fap dreaming about her sexy fit body often. She got angry, she was screaming and about to tell our parents when I hit her with a rod n told her to shut the fuck up. Next thing I know I got beat up so badly im unable to move, my sister calls my mom over and tells her i fell off the stairs.
How to deal with this, get even with her? I'm too scared of her, I def can't physically fight or challenge her lol, Im a scrawny manlet, plus i think she'll move out soon. I'm thinking poisoning her milk.
What do?