>>10535188there was too many people, I cant handle being near so many, my brain just doesnt like it, all the noise chatter and laughter irritates me, it makes people think im a bad person so they treat me as such but I just want to be left alone I couldnt care less about them, at least now I know im not normal before it was much worse because I thought I was so I tried acting like it but it just doesnt work for me so I always assumed I was just a bad person and failure
now I know how to support myself but it still hard desu
