>>10575621It's okay - if I'm to end up miserable, better start getting used to that feeling.
I will be trying to get to Fire Brigade School as plan B if I fail to join my studies courses (cuz even though I did most of my finals pretty well, my expanded math ended up in shambles) but, not gonna lie, I kinda want to put firefighter career as my priority.
Therefore, even if I get to the studies I want (which I won't, seeing all those requirements from the past few years) I fear to waste yet another year (was going to highschool-college kinda thing that takes four years instead of three) on failing the studies subject, because I simply won't have brains for it or determination - or both.
Other than that, it's kinda cool on my side.
You said that you wanted to become a forest ranger - went to school for that and stuff. You had the guts to do it early on and I admire it. I sincerely hope that you will feel accomplished and with a sense of duty, as you already said.
Also, why do you feel responsible for your family? Are you going to become their main breadwinner? Or have you said that just to make an excuse for not leaving your family, because you simply care for them too much?
