>>10606521Get yourself B&'d but keep in mind that's only a temporary fix. You'll always come back whether it be days, months, or years from now.
The only permanent solution is to meet your life's end. But I'm not recommending suicide like everyone else, just stating the obvious. Though if you wanted you could always seek out death as a martyr in some foreign land, I dunno maybe ambush some Boko Harem insurgents in Nigeria. That would be a pretty bad ass way to go out.