>>10714103train suicides are fairly selfish, anon. the train conductor probably doesn't deserve that.
if you're going to neck rope, make sure you do your research so that you don't make it painful
people are stupid, yes, but I don't think you're stupid. if you can play the guitar, that's really cool. It's something I always wanted to do. You shouldn't waste that if you're able to push through whatever you're going through right now.