>>10733957look, im not the person to ask for help from, neither is anyone else on this board, I think its best for your mental state if you don't ask this board for advice, try to talk about your feelings with others, maybe look up more sources outside of bant, call a hotline, maybe look into seeing if you need medication. All I can say is asking for advice from 4chan won't help you because it's 4chan.
